My worst fears never come true. Never ever. Must thank God for that. (Bad things happen. They do. But only when I'm not even slightly apprehensive.)
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Liked that girl. Sincerely. Really. Not any more though. Last word.
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People continue to bug me. I don't give them a damn. Oh! I contradicted myself.
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Could've felt good to find my face declared 96% look-alike of a celebrity.. if only she were male. Hell, these non-sense sites. Anyway, downloaded and watched the Bond movie she featured in. Found a 3-min pornography-clip of her the next day on our hostel LAN!
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People do drugs. Fine. (Everybody has every right to fuck up his/her own life.) Then, they try to persuade others to do the same. Holy shit.
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Three years back, during this very week, time wasn't very good. "I never gave up"- is one thing I'm very sure of about those days. Those otherwise-so-difficult-times have been my strength ever since. There have been moments when I tell myself, "If I didn't give up then, there is no way I'd give up now"
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Life goes on. It will. It must.
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It should, in fact.
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See you. Soon. Not very soon though.
September 11, 2007
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That's a good enough motivating factor mostly, you knw, to keep going....the whole funda of saying if that was possible this certainly is easier n i shd do it
Well take care and hope to see you back soon...very soon :)
PS: College LAN is an interesting exploration..each day every day
[Phoenix]
You are so very right. It works for me, mostly. But sometimes I use the same funda to undermine the gravity of an upcoming situation; and that's bad.
[Desperado]
Ah. You reminded me of the good old days when my campus used to have inter-hostel LAN. They blocked it. Now they've blocked orkut too, and we've exhausted almost all proxy servers, each getting blocked one by one. Sad.
hmm...
[As anon]
People continue to bug me.
But I don't mind.
Oh, I contradicted myself!
:D
To have had the courage to face a situation three years (or whenever) ago, doest mean that you have to force yourself to do it now. I keep telling that to myself, for two reasons:
1. There is a lot of difference between THEN and NOW.
2. One cannot generalise experiences that are custom-made for us by an entity called God. He has his own ways of teaching us, and at times, it is best to give up, if that seems to be the most viable option. And to be honest, to give up something and not to attach emotion to it requires much more strength than not to give it up.
Most people I meet portray strength that they dont really possess, and they do so not because they want to have more courage, but because they want other ppl to know that they have courage. The same applies to terms like "positive thinking" and "sincerity". These virtues are over-rated, mis-evaluated and mis-judged.
PS:
I dont intend to direct this to you though, I don't know you personally. This is a just a opinion I hold about a few ppl from my life.
"If I didn't give up then, there is no way I'd give up now"
Strange how lowest points become big strengths, isn't it? The important thing is to continue to exist.
You're writing has grown over the posts...
[Taps]
I appreciate your viewpoint. I couldn't get myself to say- "It's never good to give up". Admittedly, there have been situations when I should have given up, but I realised this much later. Nevertheless such situations are rare, and I'd better stick to the fighter spirit. My fighter spirit may be false at times. Yes, I delude myself. But it's never meant to delude others. I feel good with it, that's it.
(Thanks for the comment. It provided me with some necessary caution.)
[Vibhav]
Yes. Strange indeed. Life is as much about how we look at it as about how it is.
[Venom]
Thanks.. :)
"If I didn't give up then, there is no way I'd give up now"
Hmm...funda to sahi hai but man, doesn't that make the past take a firmer control of your present?...A scary thought to me
DAMN...
I contradicted myself too!
[Akshay]
You are right it's scary, but don't worry this feeling in me is not as intense as those words seem to suggest. Like everyone else, I also detest holding on to the past, good or bad. I invoke this feeling extremely rarely.
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